Diary Corner
Helena Nasution (@Helena_tn)
Don't wanna be the wind~
Sometimes I still wonder why the earth so easily to turn the wind between east and west or between north and south. Everything seems so easily to change, but one thing I didn't get that it's definitely hard to change the life itself. I just wanna do something, whatever it is, just to make a change in my life though it's just a little bit. I wanna get out of this bored daily activities and get the freedom soon. I know, sounds easy to do it, I'm sure anyone would say "Hello! It's your life, dude, you can do anything if it's only a freedom you need in this life, I though you ask me to loan some money for you, Lol :v and I'm sure you know I can't help you for the fuckin' case" I dunno, it's still difficult to understand how does the life rotates? Or How does the life turn up and back just like the wheel of bus? Otherwise, I'm still stuck on the same place without change anything and nothing interesting to discuss or to write even on a diary.
Well, am I so crazy and just makin' the life so hard that it's actually so simple and easy and also pretty cool for them who has get the success and so easily to be happy just because they're rich, they have a lots of money or they have a work which can grant their life until the next life then? I'm sure so many of you though so. But to be honest, I didn't say that I regret about my situation. I'm happy now, of course, I have my family, I have a lots of friends, and I can go to school, I can taste so many delicious food. Nothing wrong with that, I know. But I just wonder, as I get older and older, when I have a few days to live, will I be able to make everyone I love to be happy? Can I make a change? Can I help them? I don't have any idea right now. It's still a big mystery whether I shall get the answer or when I'm going to get the answer.
Anyway, maybe it's too crazy to think about the future. That's why, start from now, I'll stop thinking about the future. I just wanna be like the water in the river, flow so easily through the group of stones and sands pieces, as though there's no problem. It's so fuckin' useless to think about something that isn't exist yet in front of the eyes. Well, I make these decision then because I saw a video last night, and there's a river inside it, and soon I feel something incredible in it, that it's gonna be okay to follow the path and the God's script without any protest or complain. And then, everything will get better. Well I know it's always difficult in the beginning, but I realize soon that I'm going to reach all my dreams and make them all become true, one day :D But if I can't, I'm sure God has prepared me something else which is better then all which is in my mind.
Emm...well, I don't wanna be the wind, I just wanna be the winner ;)
#ganbatte
#dreams
#workhard
#motivation
#pray
#winner-----> goal
Don't wanna be the wind~
Sometimes I still wonder why the earth so easily to turn the wind between east and west or between north and south. Everything seems so easily to change, but one thing I didn't get that it's definitely hard to change the life itself. I just wanna do something, whatever it is, just to make a change in my life though it's just a little bit. I wanna get out of this bored daily activities and get the freedom soon. I know, sounds easy to do it, I'm sure anyone would say "Hello! It's your life, dude, you can do anything if it's only a freedom you need in this life, I though you ask me to loan some money for you, Lol :v and I'm sure you know I can't help you for the fuckin' case" I dunno, it's still difficult to understand how does the life rotates? Or How does the life turn up and back just like the wheel of bus? Otherwise, I'm still stuck on the same place without change anything and nothing interesting to discuss or to write even on a diary.
Well, am I so crazy and just makin' the life so hard that it's actually so simple and easy and also pretty cool for them who has get the success and so easily to be happy just because they're rich, they have a lots of money or they have a work which can grant their life until the next life then? I'm sure so many of you though so. But to be honest, I didn't say that I regret about my situation. I'm happy now, of course, I have my family, I have a lots of friends, and I can go to school, I can taste so many delicious food. Nothing wrong with that, I know. But I just wonder, as I get older and older, when I have a few days to live, will I be able to make everyone I love to be happy? Can I make a change? Can I help them? I don't have any idea right now. It's still a big mystery whether I shall get the answer or when I'm going to get the answer.
Anyway, maybe it's too crazy to think about the future. That's why, start from now, I'll stop thinking about the future. I just wanna be like the water in the river, flow so easily through the group of stones and sands pieces, as though there's no problem. It's so fuckin' useless to think about something that isn't exist yet in front of the eyes. Well, I make these decision then because I saw a video last night, and there's a river inside it, and soon I feel something incredible in it, that it's gonna be okay to follow the path and the God's script without any protest or complain. And then, everything will get better. Well I know it's always difficult in the beginning, but I realize soon that I'm going to reach all my dreams and make them all become true, one day :D But if I can't, I'm sure God has prepared me something else which is better then all which is in my mind.
Emm...well, I don't wanna be the wind, I just wanna be the winner ;)
#ganbatte
#dreams
#workhard
#motivation
#pray
#winner-----> goal
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